AW YIS IN A GOOD MOOD LET'S DO THIS!

I've been taking vitamins, zinc, primrose oil and iron tablets this last week because a friend sat me down and called me stupid. Well, actually she argued I was tired as fuck all the time because I was on a calorie and vitamin, etc, deficit and I should really change that, and here are all the tablets from my house take them home and have them all. I've been taking them every morning for a week, and they have made a difference. Not necessarily a good one.

Since I upped the amount of exercise I do, and downed the amount of intake I have, I've been very tired, but generally placid. It's kind of just worked for me for the last six or so months. Taking these supplements have made me become pretty bipolar again. I had the first massive ragefit I've had in six months, I've also had the first massive happiness in six months, and the biggest depression. I am spiking between moods like nobody's business! The highs are wonderful, euphoric, addictive, and the lows almost unbearable. I forgot what it was like to be so... emotive.

My self control has also suffered. I've been very good with diet, and eating in general. And now it is a pain to stop myself. This, however, I can change regardless of mood. I am making my meals in advance and will definitely exercise self control to the max. I will go for a week and see from there.

Training wise, today I pushed myself. We did some running, and it was hard to keep up. Not because of my fitness, but I am short, and everyone else was a taller man. So. Back at the dojang, I actually volunteered us to do flying kicks on the bag! Reading my blog from the start provided some motivation for that one. Pushing myself with stretching. I wanted to be able to do the splits by Monday, but I won't. I am one hell of a lot closer, however. HOOHAH. I will get there!

Helping FP train tomorrow and Wed. He wants to know all his patterns in three weeks when we grade. Good luck to him. It will be good for me to go through all the lower patterns anyway, so I don't cock up again in front of the masters. He has issues with fighting me not in the dojang because I am a woman. I take offence to this, but it's nothing new. I'll manage. I'm not even sure I could win anyway. BUT. I do need to work on my fighting. I'm feeling the fighting spirit come back a bit! Vitamins! Once I've conquered spinning and jumping, it's just breaking left. That one... That one will not be so easy, but challenges are fun. I also don't think FP will let me not break, so. Next week will be good, because I will make it good, vitamins and outbursts be damned!

BRING IT ON.